Mirror, mirror on the wall.
I think it’s true that sometimes, the person you are in the w.w.w. is different from who you are when you’re facing the real world. I’d like to think that it happens to everyone because it’s happening to me.
I have a lot of flaws and there are two things I really hate about myself: me, being short-tempered and the way I speak the words out my mouth. When I’m mad (or even when I’m just explaining myself), the tone of my voice will sound like I’m like a real brat. When I speak out my words, feeling ko sobrang talino ko na mas matalino pa ako kay Einstein. I swear to God that if you hear that side of me, you’re going to hate me for real.
For years, I have been working on those flaws of mine and I hate to say this but it has already been a part of me… and that I will always hate it. I’m still trying my best to change my ways, you know, but when the pressure + problem is in front of my face, literally, I just want to scream but of course, it shouldn’t be that way, right?
While in this little blog of mine, you see a jolly girl who looks so nice and friendly all the time. Yes, that’s me but I don’t really show myself when I’m messed up.
I talked about this with Mags (@supermags) last night because I instantly hated myself for talking back to Mama and since I want this blog to reflect who I really am in real life, this is me being honest.
But also, this post goes to Mama, who’s currently mad at me and won’t talk to me because I answered back at her, I’m really really sorry. I know you’re already fed up with my impatience and my being hard-headed but I’m really sorry. (And yes, she reads my blog, people.)