#MakeJesusFamous not because He’s trending but because you accepted Him as your personal Lord & Savior. ♡

because it’s the most important thing you could do. :-)

Three words.

“Do you still love her?”

“What made you ask that?”

“Just answer me, Greg. Do you still love her?”

“Aya, how many times do I have to tell you that you are the only girl in my life right now? You tell me to be honest and all that shit but you are the one who’s having a hard time trusting.”

“Greg… its not that-“

“No, Aya, its alright. I get it. You love me but you don’t trust me. I thought we already settled this?” 

“We already did, I know. But your actions show otherwise.” 

“Aya…”

“Greg, please, just tell me if you want to end this already.”

“She’s our friend, Aya. She’s your best friend. I can’t just leave her hanging like that. When you said yes to me, you did know that I was going to need extra help from you, right? When you said yes to me, you agreed to help me move on but look at yourself right now.”

“What, Greg? That I’m not trying harder? Or I’m not persistent enough? How can I help you get rid of those feelings if you can’t even go on a day without messaging her? Its only been three months, I know - but how long do I have to wait for you? How long do I have to suffer? I get your point, Greg! You love me but you can’t let her go. You want to move on but you can’t - because you still have feelings for her.” 

“What do you want me to do, Aya?” 

“I don’t know, Greg. I never thought it would be this hard.” 

“I’m sorry. I know, its not enough to make up for all the pain I’m causing you but I’m sorry. Do you want me to prove to you that you’re the only girl in my life right now?” 

“….” 

“Aya. Please, listen.” 

“I am listening.” 

“Aya. Even if I’m miles away from you, your smile is the first thing I remember in the morning. When I play with my guitar, I imagine your voice serenading my ears. And your laugh, I miss it so much. You’re my sunshine, Aya. I can never go a day without you and I don’t really see how you can’t realize that. I know the distance is heartbreaking and its consuming your thoughts but you have to put in mind that I will always love you, no matter what. If you ever think about getting jealous again, think about those three words - because you are the first person to hear them coming from me.” 

“Being in a relationship requires trust, Aya.” 

“And so does being honest. I’m sorry for unintentionally hurting you by having doubts. At least I have the guts to say that these thoughts are bothering me so bad that I can’t even think straight. I keep holding on to our promises but there have been loop holes everywhere and I just can’t stop myself from thinking about them. You always tell me that I’m the only one and that you’ll never forget your promises but your actions aren’t showing them either. It kills me to know that you’re miles away from me now, that I can’t even touch you, kiss you or just lie down beside you. You blurt out these words like you have it worse, Greg. You don’t seem to realize all these but I’m the one who was left behind, I’m the one alone.”