my happiness project.: Archive

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Jan 27th

Teehee.

‘He will seem like your One True Love. He will fill your heart with hope. He will be legen—wait for it. And wait for it. And wait for it some more. He will keep you waiting miserably until you finally see the light and figure out you’ve been duped. Many months later, he will text you. Feel free to reply with ‘Who’s this?’ and move on.’ 7th point in How...

Jan 27th

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Jan 26th

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She`s glad she can smile again.

Jan 23rd

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Jan 23rd

Talk to me, please. →

Jan 23rd

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Dear Mom,

I`d like to think that everything that has happened will make me stronger. I`m also hoping that today will be the last day that I`m going to cry for you. It`s not that I don`t want to remember you but if you were next to me right now, I know that you would never want to see me cry, too. I`m still mad at myself for not being there when you needed me the most and the thought is still haunting me....

Jan 22nd

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January 17, 2010

Today, I can’t even express my feelings wholly. This post is about my cousins. I can’t really say it in front of them. My dear cousins. I can never imagine losing a mother, but I know what its like to lose a parent. Im gonna tell you now what it feels like. Its a pain the chest that never goes away. The first years are crucial; you wouldn’t care about life, you’re gonna question God, you’d...

Jan 21st

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Jan 20th

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Day 3: Can't I be weak even just for a while?

For the past two days, people keep on telling me to be strong, Mom. I’ve been strong all my life and you know that. The reality hasn’t sunk in yet, Mom. It’s only been two days, what do you expect. Seeing you inside that chapel makes me weak and when people visit, I try to paste a smile but when it’s all over, my tears are like the Niagara Falls. If it’s hard for...

Jan 18th

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'God is my refuge and my strength.' -Psalms 46:1

Thank you for all the prayers and messages you guys left on my Ask box. I don’t know if I should be mad at myself for not being beside Mom when she needed me the most.. but there’s nothing more I could do. My heart broke into a million pieces when my brother told me what happened - she passed away earlier this afternoon due to cardiac arrest. I’ve been crying since 4PM and...

Jan 17th

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Why so soon, Mom?

I love you, Mom. And I will miss you everyday.

Jan 17th

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'Be ready for anything.' -Mama Bugsy

My Mom is currently at the hospital right now. As what my brother said, her heart stopped beating but the doctors are trying to revive her. So friends, prayers are all I’m asking for. Please please please do pray for my Mom. Thank you.

Jan 16th

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01/16/10 GLORY: Ache's Recital at FEBIAS.

Jan 16th

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Jan 16th

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‎'And now these three remain: faith, hope and...

Good morning, all sorts of awesome! Good vibes are all over and there’s a good day ahead. You guys have a happy Sunday, I know I will. ♥

Jan 15th

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Jan 15th

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Mama: Go, continue writing your manuscript now. You're in what part na? The forgiveness thingy?
Me: Did I forgive them na? 
Mama: O_O

Jan 14th

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A Little Thing Called Love.

While I was in the middle of writing my manuscript, my friend Kat, PM-ed me on Facebook, asking me if I have seen this movie and I told her that I’ve seen the trailer before but I never really thought it was out already. So I clicked the link and man, the first part got me so hooked that I knew I had to stop writing and finish the whole movie in one sitting. It is said that 89% of...

Jan 14th

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Jan 10th

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life does not end when circumstances change, when relationships fail, when people leave, when hearts break; when someone stops loving you or refuses to love you in the first place. sunny skies mock cloudy eyes it is this cold, cruel incongruity between us that hurt the most. i just want to make it through i just want to make it stop, they say it’s okay to pause sometimes, but i badly need to...

Jan 10th

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Jan 9th

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For with God, nothing is impossible. -Luke 1:37

Holding on to this verse for the week ahead of me. Week Two means Hell Week. God bless me (and everyone who’s about to face their midterms exams). We can do this. Aja! :D

Jan 8th

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Jan 8th

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I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile I...

Jan 8th

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:(

I missed uploading Day 7 & Day 8 of my 365 project. Sucks, I know. I’ll upload everything in one blow tomorrow. Right before I study for my midterm exams. I spent the whole afternoon at my block mate’s house because we had to record our radio drama project and my mind’s kinda drained since we had to write and record the script we wrote because the deadline is on Tuesday....

Jan 8th

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Since most of you know me through the little bits and pieces of this blog, may I ask a favor? Please reply here or Tumblr Ask me a one liner describing Niki/Nikilosophy. Anon is on so all of you can reply (even the ones who aren’t on Tumblr). My Ask is open for all your comments, criticism and all that stuff. Good or bad, I’m accepting them wholeheartedly. I just need this for...

Jan 5th

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Jan 5th

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Magseryoso ka na, Niki.

Personal narrative for Creative Non-Fiction due on the 24th. Focus on Sociology; it’s one of my lowest subjects. Balance my time on shooting + studying. Time management, when will I ever learn? Less procrastination, less Tumblr-ing.

Jan 5th

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Jan 5th

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Jan 4th

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:)

Me: *looking at the rear view mirror, annoyed by the taxi* 
Nono: Don't let that taxi overtake you. 
Me: *continues driving until we got to the village gate*
Nono: Take it slowly, hija. Give that taxi driver a dose of his own medicine. Hit the breaks when you reach the curve.
Me: *nagdadalawang-isip kung magbbreaks sa curve*
Nono: Now, go, slowly hit the breaks!
Me: *breaks, then the taxi behind us got annoyed*
Nono: Way to go, hija. 
Me: *lol what, what i did isn't even right* 
Nono: That's how you treat people who don't treat you well. 
Me: *listens while driving*
Nono: You don't get mad, hija, you get even.
Me: *>:)*

Jan 4th

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There's no use in trying if the pieces don't fit...

Jan 4th

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1/04/11 // Niki Talks to God

epicbassman: One day before classes resumes, I decided to just stay at home and relax for a bit. Condition my mind that starting tomorrow I’m going to wake up early again, put on my school uniform, endure the angry LRT people and meet my professors again. Life’s a bitch, I know. Alongside the relaxation part, I decided to play God. Literally. Lol. In one of my classmate’s post, she was talking...

Jan 4th

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C'mon, guise! Add me on Flickr♥ →

Jan 3rd

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teenagepinay asked: Thank you for following back! love your blog :)))

Jan 3rd

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Jan 3rd

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Already sleepy.

Tomorrow morning, I’m going with my uncle to the LTO (Land Transportation Office) to fix my non-professional license. I’ve been practicing my driving for almost a month now and I think I’m doing great because Nono is making me drive his Honda Civic already and on my own. So I’m praying that I’d wake up early tomorrow and that I’d pass the practical exam....

Jan 3rd

Anonymous asked: what's with the 365 thing? :)

Jan 2nd

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