I can’t believe I’m saying this but I do believe that sometimes, crying can help ease the pain you’re carrying in your heart but it is indeed, a better idea if you open up with friends about whatever-it-is-that-you’re-going-through because if you keep it in so long, you might just explode. Thank God for my friends.
Ooops, I forgot I’m on hiatus. Just wanted to let that out.
I can’t sleep and I don’t know why but I suddenly lost interest for tomorrow’s trip. I’ve been uninspired for weeks now and I don’t know what’s wrong with me. The final portfolio is due October 8th and I need 25 portfolio-worthy shots. I only have 4 here and I still have 21 more to shoot. I need inspiration.. and creative juice.
I get sad but then when I look at my side bar, I see 267 people following me. I know, it’s nothing much compared to other people but with this count, I’m satisfied. Thank you for staying even if my posts are lame. I super appreciate every like and reblog you guys do. And for the new ones, thank you for clicking that button. I want to write all of your names here but I’m too tired to do so.
With so much love, Niki. :)
I am tired of these emotions. If I could just put them all in one box and throw them to outer space - believe me, I would. Honestly, I don’t know what to expect from life anymore. I have never felt so down and sad in my life, you know. This is not funny anymore. How come you’re happy and I’m not? Super unfair.
Help me get back to my feet.